Gonna slice someone’s fucking head off right now, everybody is annoying me

Annoyed at myself. Cannot wait to move away and not be part of this goddamn constant cycle of pain anymore.

I have to decide on my future tomorrow

tomorrow

TOMORROW

Last day EVER of school tomorrow, I don’t know how I’m going to feel. Don’t get me wrong I am very ready to leave I’m pretty much sick of it but like fuck man I’ve been at school for 13 years and I’m going to miss some people so fucking much, we have the whole summer together before we all move away though. It’s just going to be weird that I’ll never have another school class again.

Why do I CONSTANTLY keep fancying women who are in their late 20s?

having to listen to high school musical 2 to get me through my physics investigation which is being sent away tomorrow

not actually minding my physics work right now, quite fun really but I’ve been working on it all day and tonight i just want to practice guitar but deadlines.

have been beginning to feel different over past few weeks, like I feel like my normal memory isn’t the same, like i don’t remember conversations I’ve had with people or who I’ve spoken to, and I don’t feel aware of myself or what I’m saying, like basically being drunk without the dizziness. I feel like I am finding the people I normally get on with boring.